Deadbeat

I don't know why I'm always like this I try everyday then I fail Maybe It's not enough? Oh you're right I'm a deadbeat And I make everything worse I'm a deadbeat ah I'm a deadbeat And I make everything worse I'm a deadbeat ah I don't know why I always feel sad I feel sad then I feel nothing Maybe I'm overthinking? Oh you're right I'm a deadbeat And I make everything worse I'm a deadbeat ah I'm a deadbeat And I make everything worse I'm a deadbeat ah I'm a deadbeat And I make everything worse I'm a deadbeat ah I'm a deadbeat And I make everything worse I'm a deadbeat ah