Ghastly

My stomach's acidic from caffeine and stress The lining is ruptured and under duress Everything's basic but hard to endure So my mind's a rock and my heart's a stone But I feel it all in my gut when I'm alone It's a sinking feeling in my skin That sense of dread that's creeping in I'll never tell you what I feel Emotion never had appeal So come and dance with me tonight And you'll feel alive I'll tell you everything's alright While you're deprived It's a sinking feeling in my skin, That sense of dread that's creeping in I'll never tell you what I feel Emotion never had appeal I've given up on giving chances I'll keep me to myself; Am I jaded if I'm green Do I glisten if I gleam Am I screaming all alone With no one on the phone (Overgrown) and growing faster (Overgrown) into disaster (Overgrown) the voices say (Overgrown) I've got hell to pay But with life's expectations I'm not most favored nations I'm too big for my bones And so scared I'll die alone It's a beating feeling in my bones That numbing pain that stings so cold Ever changing yet standing still It comes in waves, it comes for the kill It's a sinking feeling in my skin That sense of dread that's creeping in I'll never tell you what I feel Emotion never had appeal