Departure

This is the fall of hearts We are trying to face it, but we can't understand Our seeds are slowly turning into sand Do you feel like we're buying time? We removed the chair, but again the rope has failed We're sinking into monotonic waters we once sailed How can I stop this torture, how can I make things better? Through your eyes, I'm just a stranger, in your heart just a failure Stand up and take this crown My queen, you can rule forever Yes I know, you'll let me down It's easier to rule if we're not together Cause I have finally said goodbye And I'm ready to explode I've tried to face it all alone, but somehow ended lost and gone Could this be the end? So I turn the page again In hope to find us in a better state But it's hard to face the odds Cause the odds are always fucking same I don't know what's wrong with me I'm sitting alone, but somehow you're right here I believed in what my eyes can see But the echo in my head is denying my beliefs Am I going insane? I have finally said goodbye And I'm ready to explode I've tried to face it all alone, but somehow ended lost and gone Could this be the end? So if I'll try to change my heart I'll need a safer hand to pull me back to the start A new start where I can feel like I have felt before But now it's just a dream and its better than this sore And I know this is not ordinary state of mind But it feels like it's changing me from bones to my heart So I'll just sit down and ask myself Are you truly alive or you're just in my head? Just go away 'Cause I have finally realized That I've been fighting with my head Not with you my love, you're dead For me, you're dead