Deviance

I long for a sign of a better future I'm looking for a milestone that will drown our bitter past Will the echoes of my own failures give me strength to reverse the hourglass? One match can light up the ocean, but the fire won't last if it lacks devotion Just try to reach out and take control You know you're not alone, not alone I've always known this feeling is a waste of time But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up You can't let it all fly even though you tried When the mind is changing what is left inside Empty home for a parasite crawling down my spine Taking over me, it's taking a part of me In where my heart appeared, remains for all unseen And as I'm waiting here alone (I'm reaching out to a world long gone) I'm falling apart, this burden is poisoning my heart So I'm praying, but I never really knew how to talk to god Am I changing? Or is it just another moment when I lose my mind? I've always known this feeling is a waste of time But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up You can't let it all fly even though you tried When the mind is changing what is left inside It's like you're falling down the stairs but you are laughing at the pain You're hanging off the cliff and you're mocking in the face of despair You're mocking in the face of despair I've always known this feeling is a waste of time But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up You can't let it all fly even though you tried When the mind is changing what is left... Life goes on but your memory shines bright A bright star in the night sky, my guiding light I don't wanna wake up