This Is Not an Exit

I've been here for so long It's sad to know I'm done Now tell me why do I feel That nothing 'bout this is real Why are you lying to me? Don't say a word I really don't care Already lost to apathy How many times Did I miss my chance Is it too late to try again? Wasting my days Wasting my nights Losing my life One morning at a time Too tired to fight Don't think I will change They say I've come too far To throw this away Oh boy What's the deal? I can see it in your eyes Why so pessimistic all the time? Just have some faith and you'll be fine! Yeah right I've been here for so long It's sad to know I'm done Now tell me why do I feel That nothing 'bout this is real Why are you lying to me? I've been here for so long It's sad to know I'm done Now tell me why do I feel That nothing 'bout this is real Why are you lying to me? This is not an exit There was something I wanted to do But I already forgot I'm not sure If I'm gonna get away with it this time Breathe Keep breathing Breathe Keep breathing