Medicine

I feel it in my bones A loss of self control Why did I let it in? So deep under the skin Holding on Feel so lost The medicine doesn't soothe Never fades Each days the same What else can I do? Tried locking it away Sealed it shut, swallowed the key I boarded up the doors (Boarded up the doors) Now it's climbing up the walls Holding on Feel so lost The medicine doesn't soothe Never fades Each days the same What else can I do?