an anomaly

Poorly imitate the joy that left Faster than it came in Never to be seen again Look away for a second and it's gone Try to write it down in sentences Capture the way you made me feel My own secret therapy Get it out of my head Get out of my head Now I'm hosting my own private eulogy Now you're holding back the breeze You could just let it swallow me If you please Just like I had one drink too many I wouldn't blame you I couldn't blame you I just wanna be a contortionist with my feelings again These little sacred effigies Why did I hold onto you? These tiny somber memories Why can't I let go of you? Held onto you Some say that the moon is the sun's dream So what does that make me Am I here or am I just a thought in your sleep? Am I just a thought in your sleep? Today I pray that you remove my cheeks That tears may not roll down them Crush my lips and my tongue That I may not sin with them Like a man with a tumor in his head Let me lack the judgment Like a man with a tumor in his head Let me lack judgement Like a man with a tumor in his head