willow

Time spent like a wasted paycheck And I still get those headaches in the night Paying for all the shivers as they run up my spine Hate the sensation as they poorly walk a straight line While I am dwelling on the way that the rain quietly sings your name For my own self assurance Medicate in the worst way The lowlight of the night How could I ever try to move on When the only the place that you live now is in the Holes that I carved into my head with your last breath The lowlight in hindsight I wonder if I'll ever forget your face Left me catatonic Close the door You'll let the warmth in Disappearer I wonder How has it worn thin? Help me understand Why I can't fall asleep Why it'll never keep Your precision in the stitches Left me catatonic Close the door You'll let the warmth in Disappearer I wonder How has it worn thin? Help me understand Why I can't fall asleep Why it'll never keep Your precision in the stitches Take a breath Acquiesce Wont find a way to clean this mess Sink so painfully slow Might be best to let it go A shoebox full of memories Humming the same old melodies Won't give me a chance to take a breath Acquiesce Might be best to Sink so painfully slow Might be best to let it go A shoebox full of memories Humming the same old melodies That same softly sorry song still stuck in my head Take a breath Acquiesce Might be best Relapsing When it feels like it might be collapsing Still singing the same song Over and over And I'm not any closer Relapsing When it feels like it might be collapsing Still singing the same song Over and over Sharpen my teeth on your casket Your obituary written in the dust on the windshield Sharpen my teeth The owls are not what they seem Somethings haunting their dreams Something up in the trees They can only watch As I drive this hearse off a cliff The clouds look especially tired today More than usual Up late again I'm more than spent I spill incoherent ramblings It's kept me wide awake overthinking things Suppose those clouds didn't sleep all that well either Wine stains and cigarette burns line your fading sillouhette It's not easy to forget Just learn to pretend Like adjusting to the sounds of my bones snapping As I get up from this cold bed Alone Alone I know it's not a good way to cope But I can't fight off this need to hold on And so I'll carve your shape into the world And I'll act like I wasn't hurt by it at all