Absence

Oh the light is blinding And you were waiting patiently For me, the wreckage is incomplete I buried the truth, I lied to you Tell my mother it was in peace You were the only thing That made existence a dream A line between heaven, same line between hell Your god can't save me now If there's another life, then maybe I can believe Despite everything The agony inside of me Can't be cured by a lobotomy It's gone too far you see They say I should believe And hope has never sat with me, it's tearing me up from the seams A thousand empty promises were gave to me You were the only thing That made existence a dream A line between heaven, same line between hell Your god can't save me now If there's another life, then maybe I can believe Despite everything Despite everything I needed a place I needed a home You never needed a home You never needed a place You never needed to lie Leave if you wanna leave I'll always search for my home Until I find my place You can leave if you want to You were the only thing That made existence a dream A line between heaven, same line between hell Your god can't save me now If there's another life, then maybe I can believe Despite everything Despite everything