Spiral

I'm ready to throw it all away Benumbed and cripple I lay and watch my life pass me by The gnawing fear, the choking guilt The lustful fiend, I'm mortified They hypnotize me An endless spiral shaping Staggering, I fall Through the cracks A soundless plummet Circling anxiety Getting lost inside my head A thousand days break The tangled chains that bind a man with desire All that I loved and cared for Fade away in time