P1LLF33DER (feat. Kenny Stroh)

State of emergency 5150 They're coming for me Pill feed It's just a disease Loaded gun I'm on my knees Pushing Screaming Against the wall Ready to put an end to all I don't wanna be Somebody help me I don't wanna be I don't wanna be Somebody save me I don't wanna be Buried six feet deep Looking for an answer It's always in my mind Spent these nights Thinking I'm better off dead Empty from this headspace A feeling I cannot shake Beating against the wall It Feels like a prison cell State of emergency 5150 They're coming for me Pill feed It's just a disease Loaded gun I'm on my knees Pushing Screaming Against the wall Ready to put an end to all Disconnect It's in my head Anxiety Nervous wreck Is it the meds Cold sweats Chemical imbalance Looking for an answer It's always in my mind Spent these nights Thinking I'm better off dead Losing my mind It's all a reality Losing my mind It's all a reality Help me I'm not okay Losing my mind Feeling the end of life Decaying time I see the light slipping from my Fucking eyes This life is depleting I'm eating poison Just to numb this ache Decaying time Pillfeeder