Lost

I look around and realize I'm lost again Which can't be, cause I kept track of where I went It felt profound when I first saw the sea, but honestly I don't think the sea even noticed me Oh how the color left my face When the engineer called and said That there is water rushing in and I'm searching the faith That I had found in the waves the other day Make a list of your regrets But don't tell me, for fucks sake Yeah I know I look afraid, yeah I know it looks bad But I don't feel anything And you go and now there's no one left I recognize that maybe I'm the one to blame Cause I saw you for the person you were And wanted you to see me for who I wanna be I had a dream where I had no feet and it was fine The hardest part of moving is to leave behind Sunlight hits the rooftops, yellow turns to gold I'm sorry for the mess I make before I'm coming home