Your Disaese

I never seem to catch me right before I hit the floorI never seem to get me, and I'm coming back for moreI can't get it right, self medicatedDive down the bottle of the substance I've createdBag of excuses, and I feel uselessDo you know how it feels to be hollowed out?Cause I'm drowning, just to catch my breathI'm drowning till there's nothing left,There's nothing left, and I'm about to drown hereDo you hear me yet?Drowning, just to catch my breathI'm at the starting line when I've been left behind,You all keep going and going until I'm out of timeIs this Medicine enough to cure?Bring me to be your diseaseand I won't be curedBring me to be your diseaseI never seem to catch me right before I hit the floorI never seem to get me, and I'm coming back for moreDrowning just to catch my breathI'm drowning till there's nothing left, there's nothing leftGet up, get up, get upWhen you're down to nothing you always look for somethingEven if it means you become your own diseaseSo hold me closer, I need something to make me feel, to make me feel again