Soul Crushing Ceremony (Demo Version)

The irony it makes me sick You work your finger to the bone The crushing weight just to exist It eats and tethers at your soul Your begging every day for shit And grasping straws to feel the void This house of cards that you live the only place you've ever known You told me you that you wanted die I held your face and promised you lies I kissed your head one last time I told myself I wouldn't survive This world it made no fucking sense It's turning dollars into live And if you can't make any cents They'll use your body till you die You told me you don't wanna die I held your face and promised you lies I kissed your head one last time I told myself I wouldn't survive They left rotting in your bed The only thing they left you with The debt you used just to survive It slowly Buried you alive You told me you that you wanted die I held your face and promised you lies I kissed your head one last time I told myself I wouldn't survive You told me you don't wanna die I held your face and promised you lies I kissed your head one last time I told myself I wouldn't survive