GOING AGAINST THE GRAIN (feat. Bomber, Euphemistic & Ryan Rev)

I'm going against the grain I'm going against the grain Yeah yeah I'm going against the grain Going against the grain, walking against the current Underlying pain knowing all our death's are certain Waking up in the morning wondering if it's worth it Seems like nothings working but that's only on the surface I had to walk away and let go, let go Keep it 100 fo sho baby I had to walk away and let go, let go Keep it 100 fo sho baby Smoke fat packs of the gas do it all for my head I was in the field while you was laying in bed I know they hate me and they wish that I was dead 'Cause I'm focused in the bread while you counting likes instead I had to walk away and let go, let go Keep it 100 fo sho baby I had to walk away and let go, let go Keep it 100 fo sho baby I'm having arguments with memories of those who are dead I try to run they pull me back like "I ain't done with you yet" Still gotta beat some sense into you till it's senseless Like the mention of the past The last dance you had with redemption See it's like I'm stuck in a discussion with the ghost I used to know Always humming tunes of how things used to be back on that porch Yeah my homie always told me not to let my people down Shit, look at you now yeah I may never be proud My actions done injustice for the soul that you was Was being a real friend in moments I'd hope was enough Besides those moments most would notice I amounted not to much But what you saw in me was such of one who wasn't just a bum, aye Yeah that's something Way more than just some bluffing about nothing Now the man has drifted off and it hurt more than when my cousin Died of multiple tumors they only removed one he had The other two prevented him from being a dad Going against the grain I'm all on my own I'm just trying to find my way back on home Pushing through the pain Walking through the rain I'm just trying to do all they said I can't Yeah yeah I'm going against the grain Yeah yeah I'm going against the grain