Gemini

(It's Palmeeze) Steppin outside, shield my eyes Sun comes up, dawn gon rise Got the green by my side and we gon ride Do or die yeah this shit here it ends tonight Slow breaths, memory's focused Hybrid, eyes barely open Stress, way past normal Got me on the verge of fucking unloadin I need copin now my pupils dilated Anything here in sight, annihilated Overly medicated and rarely favored I bet it all on me let's wager my labor Moving like I lost my mind but on my grind With no one by my side and I can't lie It's lonely but one thing to know about me Is I'm that mother fuckin gemini And I'm that guy wit two sides That's left, that's left tryna figure it out I got the nine locked and loaded with the thing in my mouth And I can't seem to find a way to silence up all these shouts Get back, gimme some space I got a ton of emotion going through my brain My minds twisted up and I can't explain The things that I really mean are getting harder to say It's chaos upstairs, no lights, confusion As I stumble, the drugs, impede my movement Alch and adderall got me seeing twos Watch me slowly decay as the dark consumes him Oh no don't let me down that road Cuz it might open up doors I cannot close I push these demons down the best I can But every now and then they get the upper hand It began, the 25th of May Five to ten illuminations left in the phase I can't, listen, to the shit they say Tellin me to let em out now it's safe to play No way, I've been tricked before Give an inch I guaranteed they'll take a mile or more So I tip my hat and continue my stroll One step down now just another mountain to go Take control, change where I obsess Lock the vision on the goals, manifest The shit works better than the antidepress I need progression moving onto what's next