Onyx

Yeah Honest, chasing that dream since I was 13, and it's all that I seen or wanted Things faded to black, but I'll never look back, grown cold and my heart turned onyx Racing through the rat trap, slipped through a few cracks, but I made that promise, I made That promise, I made that promise, man I'm Honest with the things that I say Coupled with the emotion that I pen to this page I'm standing tall, but I'm feeling afraid Looking in the mirror, staring at somebody who changed I'm over at my dad's grave in the pouring rain Served me up, seems like more of the same Dose doubled up, filled it with pain Can't tell you what this shit's doing done to my brain I'm feeling trapped, and I might relapse Now rummaging through meds so I can finally relax Defensive, and I'm on the attack Maybe I was too open to falling back, and just way too Honest, chasing that dream since I was 13, and it's all that I seen or wanted Things faded to black, but I'll never look back, grown cold and my heart turned onyx Racing through the rat trap, slipped through a few cracks, but I made that promise, I made that promise, I made that promise, man I'm Honestly getting fed up, and I'm sick of the fakes Even when I'm feeling low, I'll do whatever it takes When it's easy, they come around, showing they face So I push them away, self-isolate Too late, I ain't saying no names Guess I even gotta keep my own family estranged It ain't a game, I ain't the one to be played Door locked, and I'm feeling way safer at range It's a shame, that they had to miss this But I've grown cold and added some distance Walk alone, words hurt when they hit No tongue getting bit, but I guess I'm just too Honest, chasing that dream since I was 13, and it's all that I seen or wanted Things faded to black, but I'll never look back, grown cold and my heart turned onyx Racing through the rat trap, slipped through a few cracks, but I made that promise, I made that promise, I made that promise, man I'm