Shame

Eyes red staring at the glare of the screen In bed laying on my back and it seems I can't dream anymore without a reason Tell myself that I 'm just fine Waiting on a lullaby to just send me off to paradise forever Leavin all the troubles of the yesteryears and what's to come I've got no fears when I'm dead If you tell me i'm wrong I might have an excuse Blame it on my Childhood friends too Wasting away like every day I won't deny if you tell me you'll stay You're addicted to the Love on the screen So conflicted You don't know what it means To love somebody with all your heart So you love yourself and that's a start You tell yourself that you're just fine Even though you're going blind in your mind's eye If you tell me I'm wrong I might have an excuse Blame it on my Childhood friends too Wasting away like every day I won't deny if you tell me you'll stay