open corridors (ep version)

One thing I realized is life is unexplainable Procrastination is a f*ck up that's inevitable No one will know that I am the most unique bitch out there But everybody says that when they're the same I can't f*ck up this sample anymore Chose to kick the door out and say"Imma be mean for now on" Non-fond of standing up for myself But other people not an option For them I'll take toxins As a baby eating suds Grown still doing that Forever taking hate rather get punched than get spat Speaking of, you're hearin' that melanin You loving the hell of it One day I'll be selling shit that's not from the government I know damn well that I'll be stupid not making plan B You graduate, you still ain't poppin, how the f*ck you paying fees They say I'm an angel falling from heaven But appearance doesn't tell me that I'm a bitch put a"bad" in the beginning I'm acknowledging my freedom I'm forever proudly sinning Niggas steady acting hard knowing they soft like play-doh It's ok you can join the team 'cause in my book, we stay winning shit by any means Never get your hopes up right now It takes you down more than you ever been Living by taking medicine not just physically Epiphany trauma won't get ahead of me I don't know my pedigree much I might do ancestry.com Whatever bad you think of the dead it's all of a façade I need you more than you need me I know I seem carefree, but here's the key It's the only way I know how to be It's the secret of why I'm so happy I want you to take me seriously It's hard to open my eyes and see That it's hard to be alive to some degree That's why there's never a guarantee I don't know why I feel this way Maybe it's my robot brain Standing here waiting in the rain Our conversations leave a stain Sometimes I feel there's a way to feel sane And yet still feel so sad inside But there's just no way to contain And you can't say I didn't try Misery can't live forever, create something that will Not a murderer, but for myself, I'll be that kill Pretty alt girl, lyricism confidence well, working on that Trying to get it out in one piece No lease, getting bagged peacefully Shit is sensitive more than it's ever been Engulfing in what is impossible to get out I hope she feels better soon, that's what they all say Waking up outta sleep, it's like locking in to work I can't handle financial problems I know I'm a cheapskate A burden to everybody a reason I can not stay