Cry Me A River

I'm a lonely stoner Stoner Don't know if I told ya Told Ya But I dont need no one No one I get high to feel sober Sober I got scars I couldn't show ya Show ya PTSD my heart gets colder & colder I needed love and got the colder shoulder Shoulder Wake me up when its all over Over! Cry Me A River Im swimming in my tears tonight Im drowning No one hears my cries The Devils in my ear singing lullabies Tell me Am I holding on for nothing? Tell me Am I going to hell or heaven? Tell Me Is this love or depression? Tell me I'm so lost & disconnected Why? Oh Why? Do I? Do I? Feel like this? All the time? My regrets eat me alive I'm depressed but swear I'm fine Why? Oh Why? Oh Why? Is it so hard to be happy? Why? Oh Why? Oh Why? Just a little love is all im asking (All that im asking for) (Ohhh)