Sleep With The Sirens

Hums Do You Know what it's like To not want to live, but don't want to die Nowhere to go Sleeping outside No one to call Your phone just died I know what that's like Yeah Rather take drugs then take your life Life fucking sucks but you still act fine I'm just a f*ck up who can't wait to die I know what that's like To look someone dead in their eyes Promise the truth but the truth is a lie Tell them you straight Hide all the signs Its 11:59 and no one told me good night but why Why can't the cool kids cry Why do I hurt every girl I like Why Please someone tell me why I don't want to, but I do it every time Can't find peace in the silence So I sleep with the sirens I'm alive but I feel lifeless How the f*ck did I end up like this Couldn't even tell you how many pills I've purchased Can't even lie when I'm high I feel perfect But off of the drugs I'm a whole different person When I run out, I be tossing and turning Chills like a bitch and my whole body hurting Straight feel like shit and my head feels like bursting Try to get clean but that shit aint never working They say find your happiness Trust I been searching Can't find peace in the silence So I sleep with the sirens I'm alive but I feel lifeless How the f*ck did I end up like this Do you know what it's like To not want to live but don't want to die Nowhere to go Sleeping outside No one to call Your phone just died I know what that's like Yeah Rather take drugs than take your life Life fucking sucks but you still act fine I'm just a f*ck up who can't wait to die Sick of being sick Tired of being tired I'm as alone as it gets Another all nighter My mother had morals but I'm nothing like her Different since diapers Had a for lifer But then we fell out and forgot about each other Truth is girl I wanted us forever Truth is nothing really ever gets better In between I love you and I wish I never met her