creation (feat. MadDave)

Will I keep myself from reaching my potential? It's hard to know Depends on the shit I put up or let down Freddy walked across the street, he did a POV About the fucked up life he lived so he could Have some people see They never saw Cause they thought he was weird He comes passing me, he says "wassup" I say "Hello Conversation flows The next thing you know, I'm trying not to Think that he's a creep Then he talks about his situations more deeply To me Then I feel bad for assuming otherwise But he's not wise, he can't keep a job He lost all his family to familicide Then I tell him that "I'm sorry for your loss And I try not to ask why to be respectful Then it ended there, he walked up to another Woman having the same conversation he had With me Why the f*ck is that? Is that coincidence? I try to ignore it, but it bugs me all day With dysphoria because he thought I was Something else incorrectly like I did with him Now we're so even Except it tears me up everyday since I was Born I talk about it more Then I drive people away Because they don't want to hear too much Negativity I hate my fucking body I hate my fucking voice This will hide all my blades in a fucking void That I blame to put myself in It's a huge covenant Then I choose to walk home, sit, and turn on The tv I see the guy I talked to earlier arrested on the News And I think "I literally dodged a bullet out the Blue You never know who you're talking to Heart over speeds I don't wanna see the reality that chose me Ending soon Hoping that happens to freddy too uh Not claiming as this world anymore Until I find a better one Nothing will be done Even if I step in uh I protect the journey in the progress like a Tetanus shot I'm still alive That's a typo The font's broken so I'm psycho, and counting Real slow To the moment I wake up again Until then I descend, it's part of the plan Meanwhile I face the fucks I give and care Before the end I live with the fact that I'm told that I'm doing This for attention So until you believe that death is a punishment For being yourself, shut the f*ck up when you Say I'm selfish When you say I'm selfish God, f*ck