What's on my mind

I just want to say what's on my mind No one wants to hear that shit No one wants to hear that shit, no Today I've been feeling nice No ones gonna take that shit No one's gonna take that shit, no Selfless selfless Am I the guy who gives to everyone around Or am I selfish selfish Do I live in an illusion thinking I am the main human Do I try to be better Or do I drown in this self hatred Give into anger And forget about what they think Maybe I'm better than I give myself some credit Maybe it's better if we go back to first the question Am I selfless selfless Or am I selfish selfish Am I selfish selfish Or am I selfless selfless Cause I just wanna say what's on my mind No-one wants to hear that shit No one wants to hear that shit, no Today I've been feeling nice No-ones gonna take that shit No-ones gonna take that shit, no Am i a loving person or is it just an act do I touch something and everything goes to ashes Do I live with a mask Or is this really me Or do I hide behind a wall to cover up this sadness Am I ever gonna over it I don't know Is it really worth it to try again Maybe so All I know is we should get back to the question again Am I a loving person or is it just an act ? Do I touch something and everything goes to ashes ? Do I live in a mask or is this really me ? Or do I hide behind a wall to cover top this sadness? Cause I just wanna say what's on my mind No-one wants to hear that shit No one wants to hear that shit, no Today I've been feeling nice No-ones gonna take that shit No-ones gonna take that shit, no I just wanna know if I am selfless And I just wanna know if I am selfish I just wanna know if I am selfless Or am I selfish or am I selfish Am I a loving person or is it just an act Do I touch something and everything goes to ashes Do I live with a mask or is this really me Do I live with a mask do I live with a mask