Happy Meal

Now that you are leaving I resume missing you, again Laugh about when I Pretended like we could be just friends Now I picture us naked I picture us laughing in bed I control my own delusions I let myself f*ck with my head I imagine murder I feel that must be how this will end I will drive you crazy You won't know what is real or pretend And you make my heart skip a beat, like a palpitation You're like a lethal disease with no medication And as you back onto the street for a long vacation I lay in bed for a weekend and practice patience But it's wearing thin, like my arms Though my gut gets saggy So I drive around in my car Search for something happy Come home with fries and a toy Now that you are leaving I realize I need you, again Maybe, when you come home You'll decide to feed me, again Come home with fries and a toy