Black Hole Of My Mind (Special Version)

Between heaven and hell are the realms of my mind Labyrinths to a world which is one of a kind Acres of darkness an all-consuming black sea Clocks ticking backward n' my only friend is me Knowing it's not real doesn't help me to cope While I'm hanging on for life to a barbed wire rope Everyday it seems harder getting through the grind The worst part is knowing that I'm losing my mind My sanity's hiding someplace I just can't find I'm spiraling down the black hole of my mind Only those who have journeyed down a similar path Legitimately understand all this pain that I have Emptiness swallows me and I feel all alone Overwhelmed and neurotic in this twilight zone Familiar voices speak volumes which only I hear And they're mercilessly taunting 'till I cower in fear Everyday it seems harder getting through the grind The worst part is knowing that I'm losing my mind My sanity's hiding someplace I just can't find I'm spiraling down the black hole of my mind Yearning to feel normal but as you may see Merely being normal was never an option for me I'm sick of the sadness but I'm used to the pain Nay destined to live strapped to a runaway train Do you now see in me what you'll find? I'm a prisoner confined in the BLACK HOLE OF MY MIND Everyday it seems harder getting through the grind The worst part is knowing that I'm losing my mind My sanity's hiding someplace I just can't find I'm spiraling down the black hole of my mind