Hide and Seek

Is there somebody Living inside of me In my own body We're playing hide and seek I wish I could love you Stranger I'm missing you Spent all my days now Searching for you I don't know why I keep on chocking The hardest goodbye I said it to me I don't know how And when I forgot me I called it love When i was sick I lost what I could lose and I'm not me I don't deserve it I'm starting to think it's true But I once felt it And I still do I saw you screaming As I was killing you And you saw me dreaming A man that I knew I don't know why I keep on chocking The hardest goodbye I said it to me I don't know how And when I forgot me I called it love When i was sick I lost what I could lose and I'm not me I should know why I keep on chocking The hardest goodbye I heard it from me I should know how I'm still this monster How did I love All that I hate? I lost my mind somehow along the way Is there somebody Living inside of me