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It's been 20 years I still ain't got no answers 20 years later I shoot the dice And take my chances My anxiety and my overthinking Mind are dirty dancing I'm going through pressure The only option is To keep advancing This ain't a pursuit of happiness I'm chasing balance and fulfillment I haven't had my 15 minutes yet Somebody film it I'm so resistant Yeah From comfort zones I try to keep a distance I walk around in my city I'm feeling so out of place Little taste of the fame I'm giving out pics And handshakes My peers have Started recognizing my face High stakes I'm wide awake Like what the future awaits Land of the snakes Surrounded by fakes I had to let 'em go I'm here to stay I just felt like I had to let 'em know Now if you feel Some type of way You better let it show Circle closed Everybody hurt and Everybody grow Yeah It's probably something Like a year ago That I gave my heart To a girl that crushed it Ever since I'm drawing lines Between love and lust and I hate my outlook on relationships I feel disgusted Honestly, they're readjusting My new motto is take action now You'll never be ready I understand life is a cycle Things can never be steady I used to bash myself too much Criticize myself heavy Now when I face a loss I pop confetti No doubt Change is an uncomfortable process If you don't feel no pain How the f*ck do you expect To make progress You wish me hell and I wish you prosper Just wait a couple years We gon' see who turns out To be the prophet Both of my pockets hungry for profit I wanna set my family straight Put nobody above it That is what I say What my best advice is I'm young and human I fall back on my vices For my actions always Paying the prices I pour my soul and people praise or Throw shade from their devices I'm in this adolescent crisis They wish me more life I'm wishing not to be 20 and lifeless They wish me more life I'm wishing not to be 20 and lifeless They wish me more life I'm wishing not to be 20 and lifeless Life ain't like this