Julia

Yo, you was the sweetest shawty I met in my life Dressed so pretty like some lilies that be shining through the night That was a Rad Mad reference, wholesome was my preference Expressing true love, ain't no reason to be jealous I loved your pretty eyes and that curly blonde hair Kissing every night it don't even matter where We was so in love, yeah we laughed without a care I was yours, until the day you went to go and share, cuz I Found out you was with another man Sleeping right up next to him you even held his hand And now because of that we'll never get to see Japan Or better yet I think we're never gonna speak again Girl you robbed me of my innocence, better yet diminished it Thought you was the one that's why I let you get so intimate I never let a girl do the things you did that night That's why I didn't care about it that was not my prize The prize I really wanted was to live with you forever I wanted to get married have some kids we'll raise together I didn't care about the past, that ain't important I only wanted you, but even now I can't ignore it I question everything you told me, it can't be true You treated me so kindly so my trust was all in you But now that I look back at it you never spoke the truth It wasn't your first time, that shit was taboo I can't believe I let that happen, how could it happen People overhype it saying sex is such a passion I mean it can be, depending how mature you are I've never been so vulnerable you took it way too far But now you stay walking, I'm done with sex talking The two of us made boundaries and promised not to cross it I really can't believe I trusted you to keep that promise My point is that it tore me apart, I won't comment Again, despite the fact you always played pretend You really made me happy I was told by all my friends I realize that love is real but you were just a scam Cuz even tho you cheated I ain't searching for revenge Maturity is something I thought both of us would have, cuz We talked about the future that we'd like to have Of getting married, having kids, I thought that we could make it My money, heart and soul was all for you but why'd you break it I don't know, I guess to you I ain't enough You left me solo, I'm sippin' henny from my cup I'm going loco, nobody really gives a f*ck It's just like Saturn said, love is really just a drug So Julia, is someone who just isn't right Julia is someone who does wrong and then she cries Julia wants HIKARI but couldn't find the light But Julia, I hope that guy will treat you right cuz I ain't ever coming back, never again But I hope you know I wish you well, despite what you did Life is too short to hate, just do better, damn