Open Mic (feat. GinsengTheBoy)

Currently I'm sitting here I got my writer's block Overwhelming with some problems Imma have to stop Thinking, imma have to start dreaming About my future about my life about the stuff I'm needing But here we are, there ain't nothing that is right That's why I'm standing here and rapping at the open mic I can't complain, I spent some money on a chain And anime, the other thing that's on my brain But even tho I got a couple fans I feel alone I'm taking shots and yo I feel just like I'm Post Malone I wrote a couple songs I got a few about my pain I might as well just shout a brotha out we call him Ginseng The boy, he's the one who makes the noise I'm the one to write some bars I'll have to make the choice Of what to say, of what to write, let's make it quick I try my best to make my bars sound like they're really slick Change, of the rhythm of the melody Take a look around a tell me who is really listening This is not a joke, but that is what you see in me All of you just nonchalantly laughing feels like misery To me, and to the ones who really care Some people pay attention while the others laugh and stare But really that's enough, I'm gonna have to stop it I guess it's time for me to try to do another topic So yo, lemme take a really deep breath We ain't even started lemme build a little depth I hope one day my music launches far above the sky I got a couple goals I must achieve before I die I wanna have a concert I don't care about the clout I hope one day I might perform up in the big house And even hype up music that I haven't even finished yet And celebrate with all the fans who keep on listening But nah, I think that might be out my reach I think my goals are easier to do up in a dream But then again, the fame might never come to me There's nothing I can do about it that's reality So chill, I'll work it out, I'll save enough If music ain't my thing it doesn't mean I'm giving up I'm PANDA HIKARI a legend born from all the shade Just like I'm steezmaker I got vibes up on the way Gotta rap slow cuz my life is moving fast I'm just a humble lyric spitter I don't need your cash I wish you all could understand the struggles that I face This music saved my life, I don't treat it like a game But still, even tho it means a lot to me I know a lot of individuals will not believe That music is a gift, to me it is the best This shit could save some lives, this is not a paycheck