runnerz

I'm all alone I don't want to go back home But still I know I've got nowhere left to go It's all the same Tired of these stupid games Can't hide the pain I can't even run away I'm way too tired of myself, I can't control my fucking health I'm gaining weight like everyday but still I wanna change myself And still I, wanna throw my towel in and ring the bell Because I'm, way too fucking disappointed in myself The years are moving quick but everyday was getting slow Addictions that I'm battling, feels like they'll never go But it's just way too hard to do when you are on your own My friends won't stick around they're never answering the phone So that is why, I'm taking breaks all of the time I shouldn't do that, but why? It's just a night It's not, it is, I'm speaking a lie I'm gonna leave a couple months then find some garbage to write Just like this track, called runnerz, I'm losing all my numbers I say that I don't care, but still discouragement's a bummer My mind ain't getting smarter everyday I'm getting dumber I'll never be a hero all I am is just a runner I'm all alone I don't want to go back home But still I know I've got nowhere left to go It's all the same Tired of these stupid games Can't hide the pain I can't even run away I run away, from all the people I don't like I'm scared of everybody cuz this world just isn't right So I run away, from all the problems in my life It keeps on building stress and now it's burning out my light I'm way too terrified of everyone who's walking by The ones who always judge because they think they're such a prize The ones projecting how they're really feeling deep inside The ones who act so tough but when we fight they start to cry Not only them, I also fear my family So obscene, what it means, way too many memories Where's the key… we're starting scenes, I lost my dreams Wish that we could have a day without no fighting please But we won't, because we're human, that is the curse We wanna spread the love but all we do is spread the hurt I'll never be a perfect son I know that I'm the worst I wish I had a time machine so life could just reverse I'm all alone I don't want to go back home But still I know I've got nowhere left to go It's all the same Tired of these stupid games Can't hide the pain I can't even run away I'm all alone I don't want to go back home But still I know I've got nowhere left to go It's all the same Tired of these stupid games Can't hide the pain I can't even run away I'm all alone I don't want to go back home But still I know I've got nowhere left to go It's all the same Tired of these stupid games Can't hide the pain I can't even run away