Let Me Paraphrase

Take away all of the angst that we built I swear I never wanted this to end in bad taste All life comes with trauma that is where we met I hold dear all of the time we shared and I don't mind The constant glare from your light It's my cross to bear the weight I carry every single night All my thoughts displayed I can't erase my mind All the times I should have killed my fucking pride Cut out everything that fills up my time Replace what I love with emptiness Inside I wish I could take the pain away I See the hurt that makes you fake like it's all fine and you're okay I'll carry this forever and if not for all the better days I swear that I cannot erase a moment of this paraphrase I wanted nothing more than you Lost all sense and let you break through Gave up all the hope I had for myself My head lacked the clarity to speak what I felt Speak what I felt Speak what I felt Gave up all the hope I had for myself