sad song

Waking up to the morning sun I wanna take a drag and forget the world But I can't and it's hard when I can't see you girl Won't last till the night without a spliff to burn You got me spiralling all out of control Rolled up last of what I got need something to toke Could use a bag maybe two to take my mind off of you Not a clue what to do doubt I'll see it through I think a lot About the different things that imma do to stay lost Hiding in my room with all my fears and thoughts It's never enough Still searching for a new rush (Baby) Since you been gone Weather's getting gloomy like September in the north Far too faded at the moment so I wrote this song It's never enough Thinking about you love You're calling me I'm rushing right over to pick it up don't wanna f*ck it up doing just me I never thought I would be struggling just to get up to my feet And time is irrelevant This just like a sedative Pop 10 for the hell of it And I'm right back in my zone Looking for home found it with you Sip too much benny I drown in a pool Never been cool I'm broke like a fool Could somebody please tell me what am I doing Like what am I doing Still on my bullshit Didn't choose this Neither did you I think a lot About the different things I would do to stay lost Hiding in my room with all my fears and all my thoughts It's never enough Still searching for a new rush (Baby) Since you been gone The weather's getting gloomy like September in the north Far too faded at the moment so I wrote this song It's not enough Thinking about you love It's not enough This time this just too much You know that I've been running in circles I'm hoping that you keep it up Like I do And maybe you could find a reason to stay But you just look so happy without me