Can't Tell

I can't tell if you were used to this Or I can't tell if it was me I should have known that you knew better To trust someone like me Tell me why Or should I die Is this really a goodbye I guess the stress multiplied Gone with the wind Catcher in the rye You always had that look in your eye Tell me why I should leave Tell me who I should not be A dilated beauty Picked from the bunch Didn't know who to trust Blinded by your angel dust I can't tell if you were used to this Or I can't tell if it was me I should have known that you knew better To trust someone like me Oh but I guess it's for the better I know that you couldn't see Was it worth all of the effort Or will you forget about me