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I fall away, I fall again I fall away, I fall again One more time and I fall again Me and my shades are my only friends I know I'mma face the end, but I'll face the end, I'll fall again One more time and I cry again When will all of this misery end? I know I'mma face the end, but I'll face my death, I'll fall again Insanity is chronic when you're hopeless in the system Wanna feel romantic, but you just end up a victim Like the dreams I fall asleep, just wishing it was different Wishing I was different, don't want to be the victim Won't wake up, I never want to wake up I know I'm not okay and you can fix it with some makeup Can't make up, with every word I say though Don't want to hear the dial tone while crying through the payphone Cuz I'm burning my bridges without needing a lighter Every sin I make I swear that my chest gets a little tighter One more time and I fall again Me and my shades are my only friends I know I'mma face the end, but I'll face the end, I'll fall again One more time and I cry again When will all of this misery end? I know I'mma face the end, but I'll face the end, I'll fall again One more time and I fall again Me and my shades are my only friends I know I'mma face the end, but I'll face the end, I'll fall again One more time and I cry again When will all of this misery end?