Divergence: Regret

Losing myself I, threw the life desired Cursed I am en-slaved All I do in vain, yearn to feel again A living story once, lost in your absence Redeem this fate, cast this hate, lies to start, you depart The air around me thins, impaired I begin Inadequacies rise Feelings left at bay, long to feel your grace Dwelling on my urge, I watched you diverge Redeem this fate, cast this hate, lies to start, you depart Breathe out your trust Perfection starts to rust Neglection shows How do I cope? Restrictions rise, cost of your own denial Pretentions hold, all that my heart defines Lying awake, reveal my disgrace Lying awake, Illusions stay