Silver Bullet

I'm merely days away from the tunnels lonesome light Gonna make a whole year of wrongs go right This is my purpose To rewrite the end that made me feel so worthless But at second glance; upon further review They had to tell me my dreams'll never come true In the 11th hour Oh God this can't be happening again For old times sake I guess One last letdown with all the pain it brings Now there's nothing left, that was the end of everything Poured in my heart and soul But it was never enough for a chance to make me whole So gut me standing and watch me die Aspirations wither for the millionth time So if this is it then where's my friends At the very least let's drink away the end This is a bad time to leave me alone Cause I know how this ends no one picks up the phone You said this time would be different That we'd stay in touch but no everyone's always so distant I'll try to hold back tears At an empty table with a round of beers I sound the siren but nobody hears So I'll blow more money on an Uber home For another night spent drunk and alone Everything changed too fast I know the good times were never meant to last But it can't end this way Oh god please give me one last good day Cause I played my cards and I got so far But like everything I try it all falls apart Every attempt at some goddamn closure Leaves me broken, defeated A husk, I'm so sure- If the stars aligned to save me The sun would destroy us all just to tell me no Oooooh I fired my silver bullet and I missed And we both know there's no coming back from this I'll think of the friends I loved; never got a goodbye I'll remember the times when I felt so alive But a mind that's broken's a mind that'll lie So I won't be surprised if you all just choose to forget me And then that'd be the end of everything