Watching Myself Going Crazy

High class living on a wink of sleep Cirrhosis of the liver got me high on speed Guts flushed out twice a week Hot tub's cool but the floor still creaks Don't mind livin' with leprosy Always been sick with another disease Brown paper bag coaches what I say One more bump just to feel okay Watching myself going crazy Living this hell isn't easy Look at myself going crazy A dollar short that's burned away Spitting at the dirt that'll be my grave Lying on the couch with an empty six pack Paid my dues but the check bounced back Lines cross my face I can't erase All these tears just stay in place Life's a storm and I'm the rain All I touch leaves a lasting stain Watching myself going crazy Living this hell isn't easy Look at myself going crazy Oh I've really done it now It's just too late Oh I've really done it now It's just too late Watching myself going crazy Living this hell isn't easy Watching myself going crazy Oh I've really done it now It's just too late Oh I've really done it now It's just too late I couldn't take it Lay a rose beside me I couldn't fake it Lay a rose beside me I couldn't shake it Lay a rose beside me I wouldn't make it Lay a rose beside me Cover me down Cover me down Cover me down Cover me down