I'm Done

He said son I don't even think that you are trying You never tell us anything and go hide when you're crying You're scared and think that you might actually be dying But I don't have the answers so I'll keep on denying the truth And shift the heavy burden it grew Because I can't take it anymore so I'll give it to you And I don't even know if all the pain you knew Was ever really real or if it's just an excuse So I'm done With friends and family and everyone I'm so done With trying to be understood by anyone Sometimes it feels like it would be better to just run Away from the world and all the shit that I've done Until the day my end finally comes At least then I know I wouldn't hurt anyone How could you second guess if it's real Like you know how it feels like it's not a big deal You view conversations like there's bases to steal And you're always keeping score just to let you know how to feel But just because you're more than willing to lie Doesn't mean you can deny the feelings inside The same ones that you have always tried so hard to hide So scared to tell the truth like you might actually die Now I'm done With friends and family and everyone I'm so done With trying to be understood by anyone Sometimes it feels like it would be better to just run Away from the world and all the shit that I've done And wait for my end to finally comes At least I know I wouldn't hurt anyone I'm so done