Playground

I tried to keep your words out my head Cause the thought of you won't penetrate my bed For you I reserve the outside Far away from my mind instead When it's time to put your heart on the line Backfires cause transparency's a crime It's dusty with confusion honesty's just an illusion For a lie I made myself your playground For you to climb on top then swing around I was only sand in your mouth And you, you spit me out I was there for you to slide down Catch your fall on the soft ground When you run away and come back I won't be your playground It's overtrust that sinks me into mud My porous soul gets hooked with just one f*ck It's hope for some humility but it's shadowed by assholery One and done Get myself off truth stings more than your lies False starts are something only you can hide I know it's unsustainable but my heart goes on a ride Every time I made myself your playground For you to climb on top then swing around I was only sand in your mouth And you, you spit me out I was there for you to slide down Catch your fall on the soft ground When you run away and come back I won't be your playground I made myself your playground For you to climb on top then swing around I was only sand in your mouth And you, you spit me out I was there for you to slide down Catch your fall on the soft ground When you run away and come back I won't be your Cause I'm not your I won't be your Cause I'm not your I won't be your Playground