Understanding

Now I'm on a highway Swerving telling people Out of my way I'm angry get the f*ck up out ah My face! Running from my problems Said keep up the pace Tell me why All of this shit happened think I'd rather die Than wake up every single day to live a lie Tell me why God I think I'd rather die But I still try She never understood the love we could have had Now I'm looking for a fix, been broken down so bad My body's in the future but my mind's in the past Heart's been injured many times but I never got a cast Been betrayed I've been left in the dirt But today Ima put in the work I'm not speaking to you but to earth I feel your pain promise I will not desert You look like a desert I drip my shirt I dye my hair blue and they all go berserk The reason I did it was cause I was hurt But now It's a quality that I deserve People so bored all that they do is talk But until death ima be on this walk Turn up till the night I fall then I'm on top Think it's so funny when they tell me stop Now I'm on a highway Swerving telling people Out of my way I'm angry get the f*ck up out ah My face! Running from my problems Said keep up the pace Tell me why All of this shit happened think I'd rather die Than wake up every single day to live a lie Tell me why God I think I'd rather die But I still try I didn't even want to jump off ah' that cliff I was pushed they said there's no way that I wouldn't live When I saw that expression change I felt something die Going through it every single day you know I still try I don't even know where I should go But like I'm water I just fucking flow My name is pannduz you already know That Ima be famous black and white my show You up in my business and so you should know Ima be rich and you'll all know me for sho' But I might not give you clout on the gram I just want some money to support my fam They say that I'm dripping I flow like a damn I'm crazy like Hannibal silence the lamb I feel so weighed down but I do what I can I'm dropping these bombs just like I'm in Iran