Flowers

Lying in my bed now Few hours since sleep time 'Cause I can't close my mind My eyes won't shut with Your face coming alive And sick fo shuffling songs Tired of guitar plugs Not a damn songs Can mute my thoughts And take me out of this world 'Cause the clouds are crying Feel the rain right outside There's not a storm that Can compare to the fucking mess You made for a long time But I'm lost in your eyes In a maze of your hair Finding past thoughts That I have to swallow Or the tears will run away They say don't grab a rose it has spines Sunflowers only look at what looks right But daisies are not what I need to find And you're not a flower but I want you mine My mind keeps glitching Showing up dead things Nothing seems real and Nothing I can do can help to save me Going all the way down I'm getting used to this Falling for the same shit Fucking this up has come As a routine They say don't pick a rose it kills from behind Sunflowers look right but they always lie But daisies keep me a little more alive And you're not a flower but I'll wait for your sign 'Cause you gave me time and that's a gold mine You gave your time and that's worth all my life