Sofficating

You fel that I could give you someday The love that someone wasted all away But someone wasted me when I tried to stay I feel it like it was yesterday My face was drowning not because the rain She let me go and all was left was pain I said "I need you to go I cannot stand the strain" And no one cared, while part of me just faded I'm sorry Everything I see just feels blurry I can't explain myself about what I did And I hope that I can fix this someday I know you loved me you said it with your face Everytime I smiled, you looked at me that way I showed you secrets no one ever met And you tried to fix me but it was not ok Now I look what I did baby I'm a fool You could be the one but I was feeling blue Fear consumed me I know you did it too It's no ones fault that I couldn't stay with you I'm sorry I should be the one who's worried You were the one in pain I just ignored After all we spent together I'm sorry