Born Again

I'm born again Tired of playing pretend Every day feels like it could be the end As long as I'm with you I know we'll make it through Every day used to look at the noose Contemplation is a struggle in itself Don't associate with me if you brag about wealth Don't associate with me if you hate for the sake of itself I don't need my hand held it's already swelled I don't need my heart helped it healed by itself I don't need my heart helped it healed by itself I don't need a fake smile to last longer than a while While you were away I paced around my room every day Tryna find a way I wouldn't make the same mistake Tryna find a way all I did was drown in pain I hope my child doesn't inherit the remains Now I'm reborn, over past spite and scorn Made it through the thorns my self imposed swarm I'm born again Tired of playing pretend Every day feels like it could be the end As long as I'm with you I know we'll make it through Every day used to look at the noose Contemplation is a struggle in itself Don't associate with me if you brag about wealth Don't associate with me if you hate for the sake of itself I don't need my hand held it's already swelled I don't need my heart helped it healed by itself Mental illness ain't a quirk it's reality Pain through my veins panic in my brain every day's the same Oh every day's the same Every day's the same It's not too late to restart You can be reborn Mind body f*ck Descartes I got a bleeding heart I'ma pick apart every vein til it falls apart I'm born again Tired of playing pretend Every day feels like it could be the end As long as I'm with you I know we'll make it through Every day used to look at the noose Contemplation is a struggle in itself Don't associate with me if you brag about wealth Don't associate with me if you hate for the sake of itself I don't need my hand held it's already swelled I don't need my heart helped it healed by itself