Barely Hanging On

Here's where I find myself Lost in a moment with a carousel Chasing a rabbit Cause my body is broken And rest is a trap Why can't I just get over myself I'm barely hanging on I'm barely hanging on I'm gonna need your help Walking on water Cause I never felt Quite like my brother I'm so quick to look back Like somebody's laughing Why can't I just get over myself I'm barely hanging on I'm barely hanging on I want to be electric Like the stones I want to feel that evermagic In my bones Instead of being anxious And alone I want to run into the night Like I am loved But I'm barely hanging on I'm barely hanging on Just like a wishing well That's hard out of change Don't want no fairy tale I Just want to relate To a body that's waking Up with the sun Why can't I just get over myself But I'm barely hanging on I'm barely hanging on I want to be electric Like the stones I want to feel that evermagic In my bones Instead of being anxious And alone I want to run into the night Like I am loved But I'm barely hanging on I'm barely hanging on I'm sick of all the not yets When I'm ready And how my hands shake When I'm steady I've always been so righteous And rehearsed I want to run into the night Like I am loved Cause I am loved I want to be electric Like the stones I want to feel that ever magic In my bones Instead of being anxious And alone I want to run into the night Like I am loved But I'm barely hanging on I'm barely hanging on