Vicious Cycles

The night starts Another Friday in a dive bar And I know exactly how it's gonna end Cause I try hard To kill my habits but they die hard Probably drink too much and piss off all my friends Swallow a pill just to feel alright Sleep with a stranger again tonight Yeah I'm falling, I'm falling below Digging a hole just to get that high Killing the pain just to feel alive Yeah, I'm spiraling out of control This vicious cycle Always there everywhere I go Oh how can I break free This vicious cycle Gotta get back on that high road But all my demons feed This Vicious Cycle Cycle Cycle Day breaks I wake up feeling all my mistakes Spit the taste of shame and regret from my tongue In the worst way I'm losing sight of me with each day Who am I and what the hell have I become Swallow a pill just to feel alright Sleep with a stranger again tonight Yeah I'm falling, I'm falling below Digging a hole just to get that high Killing the pain just to feel alive Yeah, I'm spiraling out of control This vicious cycle Always there everywhere I go Oh how can I break free This vicious cycle Gotta get back on that high road But all my demons feed If I slow down, even for a second then I'll blow out Doesn't take much when you're low down Doesn't mean much if I go now So let go now Digging a hole just to get that high Killing the pain just to feel alive Yeah, I'm spiraling out of control This vicious cycle Always there everywhere I go Oh how can I break free This vicious cycle Gotta get back on that high road But all my demons feed This Vicious Cycle Cycle Cycle This Vicious Cycle