Flesh, Bone And Weakness

Shades drawn acrossNo light may enterIn my moment of weaknessAnd this world is bearing down againSo hard to clear my mindWhy do i persist?I'll endure another dayIt's just so hard to resistAnd I can't continue onSo hard to clear my mindTo see the thoughts I wish were trueMy face versus the stoneAnd I blame myselfPlague my mind with these insecure thoughtsWhispers in the back of my headTelling me it's all wrongWhy do I persist?I'll endure another dayWhy do I persist?As self loathing strangles mePush past the veil of helplessnessLove can't catch me, not todayTake your hand and just surrender?It's just not worth itWhy do I persist?I'll endure another dayWhy do I persist?Self loathing strangles meBut I'll endure another day