Summer Of Tears

I seat neatly, just like you told meI don't move, nor complainonly speak when I am hungryOr when there's nothing else to saySo where do I goIf you are not hereI am breaking the rulesI wade in the airI've broken our homeAnd fallen adriftI throw away loveThen fall in againI forgot breathing for daysFear I might fall asleep foreverCan't tell the difference between usHow do I loose myselfHow straight...This is the summer...This is The Summer of Tears...