Pretending

Pretending I don't miss you[00:09.79]Pretending I don't care[00:11.88]Pretending I don't miss the blonde highlights in your hair[00:16.18]Pretending I don't understand[00:18.87]Why you just came and went[00:20.71]Pretending we weren't broken, that we were just bent[00:25.06]Pretending all our memories[00:27.23]Are so far behind[00:29.43]But really they are closer than I'd like to mind[00:33.82]Pretending I don't notice[00:36.05]Making up lies[00:38.21]Pretending I don't miss the silver sparkle in your eyes[00:44.62]Why did you leave me,[00:50.07]Alone pretending not to hear?[00:53.25]Why did you leave me,[00:58.81]Alone with no way to steer?[01:02.07]I just pretend to everyone else near[01:06.38]But inside these walls I am riddled with fear[01:10.73]Why did you leave me,[01:16.21]Alone standing in my tears?[01:21.76]We grow up playing make believe[01:24.00]Escaping from our lives[01:26.13]We find a way to make a certain truth in our minds[01:30.39]Well I'm still playing make believe[01:32.71]And I'm all grown up[01:34.68]I can't get past the fact I can make it all up[01:39.12]I make up new memories[01:41.41]I make up new truths[01:43.57]I make up new ways that I never met you[01:47.82]But every time I do[01:49.93]I can sense you in the dark[01:52.30]Making me miss every little birthmark[01:58.91]Why did you leave me,[02:04.21]Alone pretending not to hear?[02:07.51]Why did you leave me,[02:12.96]Alone with no way to steer?[02:16.40]I just pretend to everyone else near[02:20.50]But inside these walls I am riddled with fear[02:24.95]Why did you leave me,[02:30.31]Alone standing in my tears?[02:51.26]Why did you leave me,[02:56.94]Alone pretending not to hear?[03:00.00]Why did you leave me,[03:05.30]Alone with no way to steer?[03:09.21]I just pretend to everyone else near[03:12.75]But inside these walls I am riddled with fear[03:17.37]Why did you leave me,[03:20.71]Alone standing in my tears?