Crush

I was running out in the cold lightWondering where to goTo run awayWithout youAll my fear is coming homeAnd it's ripped out from the soulYou can't be meI will become you (tonight)I was wandering under black skiesClutching at what is mineNo controlLeft to loseWell, I thought that it wouldn't faze meBut I'm hiding like a childI feel so guiltyI'll make it up to you (tonight)Visions I've been dreaming are coming downThey're changing my futureVisions I had buried undergroundReturning to abuse usI was breaking out of my own skinChoking up on releaseI'm in no stateTo judge youScratching itches best left aloneChasing memories I used to ownI can't wait until this is over (tonight)Visions I've been dreaming are coming downThey're changing my futureVisions I had buried undergroundReturning to abuse usWell, the nightmares I've been having have arrivedThey're changing my futureThe signs of my creation at my doorHow could you do this to her?