Self Vs. Self

If I struggle a lifetimeWhat would my body be?An empty shellOn what a demon fed!Could be a heavy burdenTo stay true to your words!Speak up!I wanna silence everything!If I got no planDoesn't mean that I get what I want for free.If I got no meaning,Would you force me to a place where I make sense,'Cause nothing lasts forever...How do I get home?Everything revolves around me!If I can't find myself?It's so completely fake!How do I get home?Everything revolves around me!If even you can't help?Dark nights on my soul!I deny failure!I ignite!Woe is on my misery,She wins all their eyes!Realize what defies our fate!This is not me, this is me!So if I struggle a lifetimeWhat good would that do?If I got a planDoesn't have to stop the feeling inside.If I do make sense,Would you drag me down,'Cause nothing lasts forever...How do I get home?Everything revolves around me!If I can't find myself?It's so completely fake!How do I get home?Everything revolves around me!If even you can't help?Dark nights on my soul!